February 22, 2013

North Carolina

For those of you who actually read my blog and don't know this yet, Reed and I are moving out to North Carolina in April. Reed got a job for the summer which will be taking us out that way. I am excited, scared, nervous, and emotional about it.
 EXCITED: For the very first time in our marriage of 4.5 years it will just be my husband and I depending on each other and not having any body else to fall back on and help us out of tough situations.
SCARED: I will be having baby boo out there. I am so gosh dang scared about the what if's. I am so scared to be delivering a baby without any family around me. I have a few girls on the team that I have gotten to know a little bit that I know would be there to help me through it but it is just not the same as having family there.
NERVOUS: Moving across the country... Need I say more.
EMOTIONAL: Well being pregnant does not help this matter, but I am emotional because im scared and nervous and excited all at once. I am going to miss my brothers so much. I am so scared to take Jace so far away from his Aunts and Uncles and Cousins. He loves them all so very much!!!

But all in all I know in my heart that this is the right decision for our family and that we will be so very blessed by going out there. We will be leaving Utah on April 11th and will be heading back to Utah around September 1st.

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