May 30, 2010

Life!

-SIGH- Wow, so alot has happened in the past month and im going to be honest with all of you, so because of some decisions I have made, Reed and I are no longer together. He has let me know that when I am ready to change he will be there waiting for me but I feel that he and I want two different things in life right now. Honestly the reason I did the things I did was because I felt that I never had a chance to be a kid or a teenager growing up. I was forced to grow up fast so yes you could say that I was curious to know what its like to go clubbing or to a party or anything like that, so I went and did these things and made a BIG mistake, and thats all im going to say about it. All of you are probably saying wow what in idiot.......... but im not perfect. Reed and I have talked and no matter what happens we are going to remain friends. No matter what happens I will always Love Reed and he will always be my best friend! Reed is one heck of a guy, with one Big heart! I am so grateful that Jace has such a wonderful father. Now I just need to work on myself and be that super Amazing mom that I know i can be!
But anywho, thats that. Last week was Jaymee Lynns 1st birthday! I know that was one fast year! She has her Aunt Kelly wrapped around her little finger! Hers is my lil princess! Also My mommy got out of prison last week! YAY! She is doing so amazing. While she was in there she missed the birth of her 3 grandkids, so here is a pic of her and her 3 grand babies all together! So Dang Cute! Love you momma!